Hera praises me!

I was excited! I didn't expect to get anything in return (besides the grade and knowledge) from my thesis. When I took this topic (body image), I already know that Hera is tough. I heard from seniors and peers, Hera got high standards, she requires her "children" to prepare a lot. She has criteria that she wants you to follow, she's the hardest supervisor because she's too good in this field! I never and ever dream that I can meet her standard. I cannot imagine I can satisfy her on all the works. But today, before I walked out to the room, she actually praised me! I cannot describe my happiness! All the sudden, it seems like all the late nights works, all the journals digging, all the brainstorming and cracking out idea, ARE WORTH!

Everytime before I went into her room for thesis meeting, I'll sort of having anxiety attack. Even though I prepared, but still, I feel I'm unprepared. Re-read all my notes, even to the extent of stomach ache. But then, it doesn't really freaky in her room! It's just, I don't have the confident. I don't think I've prepare enough stuffs for her. I found that, questions she asked me, are really DEEP. They made me think a lot, and of course, she's not giving me the answer. I guess, that's why I got so freaked out everytime before I went to see her. I'm worry she'll question me something that I cannot answer. Good duh, so far so good. I'm starting to see the way she's coming, and sort of, manage to provide she something that she understands I'm thinking.

So, today I went to see her, proposed my topic to her again (she told me to edit my last paper, but she likes my topic anyway so I just need to rephrase everything), gave her the theories that I used, told her on my justification and my research methods. I showed her the questionnaires that I found, and she was like "oh, you got it". Yeah, it's something I did extra for her, but I thought she should want to see so I prepared. Guess that was something that impressed her first. Then, we continue discussing. She told me that she's fine and okay with everything I done. Sounds like she's chasing me out the room already (Cause she delayed my meeting, and my meeting affected another person's appointment with her), but I pulled out a paper, then her to wait cause I still got questions. Then she was, "wow, there are a lot questions inside your paper". LoL.

Done, and I'm packing to leave her room. Before I walked out, she praised me!! She said: "I'm satisfy with your works and you're in good progress!" Wow, BINGO! I was so happy that I wanted to jump and dance around in the admin room of level 8. Haha! I guess I'm easily satisfy! Anyway, I'm giving myself a break today. But hor.. I think I need to work extra hard after my break because seems like she having high expectation on me too! LoL!