Depressed... Get off me before I kill

Feel just like killing anyone that pissed me off. I'm not in a good mood. Things are all going very bad suddenly. What the hell? What have I done wrong to deserve this? Just one night and all my efforts and hard works are wasted? You must be kidding me right?!?

My forensic assignment, weeks of weeks we spent into it to create a so-called "good case" but.. It has to be disqualified even before the "serial killer game" started... what more? in result of that, it's a deduction of 2% for every group member! Imagine that! Suddenly I ask myself why I want to work so hard at the beginning!!! Suddenly I ask myself why I want to work so hard to gain extra credit for this course!!! THE END RESULT IS EVERYTHING IS DEDUCTED!! ....like these are things we want... like we purposely be careless to disqualify ourselves from the game... Come on Man! As much as I want, I want to participate, and I want my case to be unsolved.. DAMN!

Then, my thesis. 1 month before the submission date only I realized I don't know how to analyze my data? How fun could it be? Suddenly the whole research seems to be SO WRONG! Yet, when as usual I went to see my supervisor.. She did not comment on it. So, how the hell it supposed to be wrong? Which SPSS test should I dump in to run my data? I don't know! I don't know! I don't know! I even got confused on my own research! What am I measuring? It seems a total rubbish and failure! How do I continue? DAMN!

And my IO psychology? Supposed the due date is 5 pm later in the afternoon, but I still haven't get a complete copy of the report. I don't want to bug anymore and not at all feel anxious on it already. I'm into deep depression.

Don't feel like doing anything or talk on anything anymore. Plainly useless and can't get rid of my bad mood.. And mind me, I'll get frustrated easily in such time.. (plus long week) and.. I do will bite if anyone pissed me...