想一起去数星星，
一起看萤火虫，
一起环游马来西亚，
一起尝尽各地的美食，
一起坐油轮，
一起看烟花，
一起实现梦想，
最重要的是
每一年一起度过元旦。
活在当下，掌握今天
相信你就是了
最近发生太多的事，有点令人有喘不过气来的感觉。我承认，我是有反应过度了。怪就怪我害怕，我真的怕我又会在感情的路上失败多一次。说到底，我对我们的感情，还是有信心不足的时候。我自卑吧，觉得自己没有能力留住你。觉得别人的条件一定比我好，你会要选择她。不知道啦，这种感觉好烦！
可是，我要说，我相信你就是了！你说没有，就没有吧。多余的解释，我不想听了。说多了，好像正为你的行为找某些借口。只是我不明白，你说你光明正大，哪为何要兜圈子，来隐瞒着我？情侣，做到不坦白，不信任，是很可悲的，你知道吗？当我知道真相的时候，是多么的伤心？你说，为了不让我胡思乱想。只是，你不说真话，我知道了真相，也不就会胡思乱想吗？有些事，是注定了的。如果这是我们的一个考验，我希望我们能够牵手一起度过。其他事，我不管了。
Written on 27/12/2008 @ 5:48 p.m.
缘定今生
突然间觉得很困扰。也许是自寻烦恼，也许是岂人忧天，也许是真理求证，也许是未雨绸缪。我好烦恼！我不知道自己已经陷入什么的困境。看似三角关系的，又像四角，或是五角。到底是什么一回事？我还没有开始了解，东西就排山倒海要我去面对。我好烦恼！我开始觉得自己神经质了一点。有点神经衰落的现象。我好紧张，我好害怕。
我不难过。我不伤心。只是泪埂在心头流不出，我不懂。不懂得要怎么面对你，不懂得要怎么面对她。好累！我不想再牵系在这个关系里头！我透不过气！我要崩溃了！纠缠不清的感情，我不想理！我想潇洒的抽身。我想放手。只因我不想处处都要防着别人。我不想做有心计的女人。我知道，我会不忍心。爱情需要自私。可是，我知道勉强没有幸福。我不敢去面对。我怕失败。我怕给人背叛。
有些人，有些事，还是顺其自然的好。要是注定的，最后还是会走在一起。单元，是我小人之心，是我多心，是我敏感。
Written 27/12/2008 @ 2:12 a.m.
My fortune in 2009
Mom got me about my fortune sheet for next year. First glance of it, wow, it looks really terrible. Seem like it's going to be a tough time for me next year. Here is what the sheet said:
兔 Rabbit Born in: 1927 1939 1951 1963 1975 1987 1999
Personality
Peace loving, impeccable manners in the pursuit of a good life, intelligent in business with creative mind but sometimes moody and indifferent.
A person born in the year of the Rabbit possesses one of the most fortunate of the twelve animal signs. The Rabbit, or Hare as he is referred to in Chinese mythology, is the emblem of longevity and is said to derive his essence from the Moon. The rabbit symbolizes graciousness, good manners, sound counsel, kindness and sensitivity to beauty. His soft speech and graceful nimble ways embody all the desirable traits of a successful diplomat or seasoned politician. Likewise, a person born under this sign will lead a tranquil life, enjoying peace, quiet and congenial environment. He is reserved and artistic and possesses good judgment. His thoroughness will also make him a good scholar. He will shine in the fields of law, politics and government. The Rabbit likes: The arts, Comfort, Secrets, Riddles and Intrigue. The Rabbit dislike: Decisions, Violence, Criticism, Untidiness and Dirtiness. Compatible Animals: Goat, Dog, Pig
Your Luck In Year 2009
Overall Forecast Luck this year fluctuates wildly. Visibly clear good luck hides some air of danger and misspells underneath. Perhaps a better option will be to store your energy for a better comeback. Use this time to plan and feel around for the right to strike. Fortunately, resolving stars are around to bring light amid the darkness of danger. Apparently not a good year to be aggressive in all aspects.
Set your expectations lower for the year and enrich yourself further. Health issue will be of major setback to you, so take heed. Greed in investment matters will also fail you. Proper finance management will be helpful indeed.
Career You are advised to be more conservative when it comes to your career path. Entrepreneurship will only lead to fruitless ventures. Working adults should guard against your colleague who might be a wolf in sheep skin. Nevertheless, keep to your own fences and all will be well. Those born in 1963 and 1975 will have lots of fresh opportunities to begin with.
Love Mood and emotional discharges are very unstable. You feel left out, and lonely. Do attempt to correct your twisted perception of your partner and others around you. They do show care for you just that your temperamental behaviour causes them confusion and misinterpretation of your intentions. Trust, care and communication are keys to a fruitful relationship.
Wealth Proper income is stable. Control your spending and crisis will not occur. Do not greed of ill-gotten wealth as you will face lawsuits and inevitably, causes you great pain and suffering. In addition, you will do yourself a favour by not borrowing or acting as guarantor. Leave lottery luck to affinity. Reduce amount of unnecessary investments especially risky ones.
Health Caution of health and accidents. Fatigue and overdrive cause you to have unstable emotions and mental states. Be careful when you are driving or on a boat trip, especially water danger. Chronic ailments of the elderly may surface again. Partake healthier food.
(Geomancy Hut, 2008)
So, yeah. It doesn't look nice when I read through it. No luck. No fortune. No bright light. But hor, when I google search for my Rabbit zodiac fortune on 2009, I found Lilian Too (2008) saying: "All of you born in the year of the RABBIT will have excellent vitality in 2009…". Erm.. So who am I to believe? Haha. Looking at these kinds of things as a joke. Perhaps just need to go pray pray during the first day of CNY. The Chinese fortune telling is more critical, if you want to know how bad luck can go, suggest you read it la. If not, remain happy-go-lucky. Here it is:
肖兔的朋友，在鼠年得到「太阴」贵人的助力，在事业方面平稳进步，而爱情又得到「红鸾」星的照顾，因而与伴侣相处甜蜜，但因凶星缠绕，健康方面的表
现就较为逊色了，希望你能够保重身体，不受病魔的困扰，以应付牛年的种种挑战。兔人踏入牛年，凶险重重，一方面没有吉星之助，另方面又见众多凶星潜伏，蓄
势以待，固此流年必须步步为营，处处小心。
【事业与工作】
由于今年命宫欠缺吉星守护，四处皆无助力，令属兔的你在工作上不单难有突破，甚至阻碍重重，做事事半功倍。在牛年里，只见「囚狱」、「灾煞」等凶星坐守
命宫，肆无忌惮。「囚狱」主有官非、刑罚事件，代表你今年将会因为公事出错而招来麻烦，轻者受上司责罚，重则惹起诉讼事件，须以法律途径解决。而「灾煞」
主有意外破损，做事徒劳无功，换句话说，无论你今年如何辛劳，都难有重要收获。
【理财与投资】
由于事业出现重重阻滞，正财也就无法强求有突破进账，唯有希望保持往年水平已经算不错了。今年命宫欠财星，偏财、横财欠奉，故投资者必须要谨慎，千万不可贪求短线利益而独注一掷，否则一涂败地，后悔莫及。流年不利，赌博必要避之而吉，以防辛苦积蓄，付诸一炬。
【爱情与婚姻】
已婚人士与配偶相处，时有争端，为子女，也为家庭开支;蜜运中的兔人，与爱侣常因小事而陷于冷战之中，聚少离多，甚至有闹分手的危机;未有对象的你，感情仍然一片空白，唯有继续等待良缘吧。
【健康与生活】
今年命宫逢「披头」、「丧门」、「灾煞」及「地丧」等凶星，每一颗都影响着你，以至你家人的健康。「披头」和「地丧」都是主家人、近亲患病，代表今年你
家中的老人家身体欠安，严重者需要进医院治理;「丧门」则影响着属兔的长者，令你健康受损，而「灾煞」除了破坏你的工作表现外，也令年轻的你容易受手脚之
伤。
【二○○九己丑年天同锦囊】
虽然有凶煞在旁，工作难望有美好收成，但也不可因此而自暴自弃，相反，你应该要加倍用功，守好岗位，希望累积更多经验和实际知识，以求在好运降临时，能
发挥最大的潜能，振翅高飞。此外，健康无价，流年凶星群出，令你身心遭受困扰，连带家人也受到影响，所以在牛年里，你除了要预防意外受伤之外，也要多抽时
间照顾家人健康，希望一家人可以有惊无险，平安过渡牛年。
(ChongWawa, 2008)
I like these words: "你应该要加倍用功，守好岗位，希望累积更多经验和实际知识，以求在好运降临时，能
发挥最大的潜能，振翅高飞" Trust your ability!
Written on 26/12/2008 @ 11:51 p.m.
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